F is for future...

Where would I like to be in ten years?

I hate questions about the future.... I'm the kind of person who doesn't like to do many plans because in my experience, Plans get wrecked....

Yes, Plans with capital P.

So….where would I like to be?

At home, mostly…. Or taking a class… maybe refining something I like to do….
In 10 years from now I will be 40, so I will probably be having a middle life crisis… I hope… because I have never had one of those existential crises and it would be nice no to miss one of those things everybody talks about … like adolescence last time or the 25 years one or something….
Although, with my maturation rate… I will be reaching 25 years in my head when I'm forty…. ´cause I rock not aging in my head like that….

What else to write…..

I hope to have cats around, as always, and my niece sill be 10 so, I hope I can spoil her rotten :3.  I’ll still be married of course, hopefully to the same man (sorry George XD) and I think 40 is a good time to start thinking about having kids… but only If I had traveled all I want and Learnt all things I want to learn…

Which are, in no particular order:

To read music, maybe to play music, but for me is better to read it.

To paint a sunset!

And travel… travel to Greece, and Italy… I think I can die happily if I do those things… only those things… Greece and Italy have always been my loves… In a sense I am their daughter.  Myths were my bedtime stories… The gods and goddesses were my playmates because when I was a little girl I had no friends. I hope I can go… even if I don’t do anything else… I can’t die without visiting Athena´s home…

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